♥ Daily Blog: Absurd (Pt.8)

I'm tired...sleepy...but...I must think...I must...what will happen now...what can i do...

how can i show him that im happy while i can be sad in the depths of the night when he sleeps...

how...

I must find a way...i wish someone can tell me to stop and rest and let that person take over...but it won't happen...

i'm alone in this. i want to keep this...i must...find a way...

it's all up to me now.