♥ Daily Blog: Absurd (Pt.6)

I want him to love and be happy with me.

However...seems like he doesn't appreciate the little things I do for him...

how can that be...i put effort and time to do it...to do it perfectly...

i don't want him to think that i don't appreciate what he does for me...

i am ashamed. perhaps i can't talk to him anymore. i have lost my face.

moreover, i thought he appreciate and see the hard work i put into my things...yet...when he questioned if i dedicated all my time to it......it shattered me...

i look at what i'm doing righ tnow...and i want to throw it...it is meaningless...nothing i can do.