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I remember the way he would always kiss my head and cheek very hard and lovingly in public. I remember that one day when he would sneak up behind me and hugged me so hard to the point where he picked me up from behind and squeezed me to death. We would kiss and forget our surroundings.

I've grown to love the way he shows me his affections regardless if it was public or not.

Now, he doesn't like it anymore. Nor does he do them.

If I have known this, I would have never grown to enjoy public affection or anything showy...

How can unlove something...that I've grown to love and enjoy...

Perhaps...I still miss that romantic side of him...

Now...he has work...he is busy...perhaps he was just showing affection for temporary...?

We see each other nearly once a week now.

I wasn't wrong. I was right. "At least once a week" has become "once a week at most."

I knew it.

*sigh*

Watching The Young Victoria again...so wonderful...the husband is so nice and gentle...he lets his wife tame him...and they are so wonderful together...the way they make up...how they should live everyday like their last...because one of them may die any day...no reason to fight and stay mad...

aw.

oh wow...this is the cheapest price on ebay for this doll o.o about 50 bucks including shipping D:



i've wanted this since i was 4-5???




~jen-jen