♥ Daily Blog: No Clue

One of these days, I need to not sign on for good. eh...but then..he seemed so happy...so idk.

I cannot stand my parents. I came home at five and my dad opened the door for me. So at seven, my mom was mad and told my sister to called me to go home. My dad forgot that I was home, and as a result, he became mad and said that I can't go out anymore.

Heh, he's finally lost it. Even my sister didn't remember I was home. So basically, I was home for two hours, and everyone forgot me.

Now, my mother was close to forbid me to go out. She even threatened to take my bus pass away and my 24 hour fitness pass. I literally screamed. Grr...I should have just taken Calculus if I could. What could she say to that then? "You can't just leave your sister like that everyday from morning to evening."

jdkfjdfjd Dude, I stayed home when I was 12 AND I babysit my sister when I was 12. I even stayed home alone when I was 12.

My sister had more freedom than I did when I was her age. My freedom only existed when I was in my junior year. what. the. heck.

I'm on the verge of moving out. Then again, I need to calm down and think. First, I need to search for that one place where students below 18 go to due to conflicts at home.

Might as well...just go away...

My mom was close to divorcing again...I could persuade her right there...besides...I can't stand Dad...but then again...if she divorced. I might end up with her...and ugh.

Well, looks like I'll be sticking to my solution. I need to get started...because I need room for transferring out of the school, etc.,etc.

I should begin tomorrow...or Friday...eh...idk. I shall see.

Talking to him seemed to make me calm already...i feel better...

for a while

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I got some new books and now i'm broke. jfkdjfk This is really bad. I guess have to return one...
OMGOSH i saw a journal that i really want...-_- *sigh* if only if only...

and i still can't get that bookmark....aghhh

I want the journal and the bookmark.

i know, i sound like a child....but really..

those two are like..so rare...

*sigh*

i'm tortured...

~jen-jen