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Guess I have to stay up for another night.

I am bothered.

30-45 minutes apart.

and all of a sudden, he decided to go off.

he must have talked to them.

i'm disturbed not knowing things clear now.

i'm not secured yet...and now...i'm more insecure than ever...especially when i don't get the whole facts.

it's hard...to trust right now with only words...i need solid proof...

i'm disturbed still. great. another sleepless night.

....maybe it's best not to sign on tm -_- i feel...weird...i can't even go to sleep without knowing all answers.

i can't go on with something still disturbing me...i need to have it eased so then i can stop thinking about it and try to look forward to a new day...

....his answers were vague...idk...what to think...

this.
is.
really.
getting.
suspicious.

sign on or off?

i'll just leave a message and tell him i won't be on for uh...idk

too disturbed right now and it's going to continue to tomorrow...

i just want the truth...no lies...i hope he's not doing things behind my back...or should i say..."secretly" doing them....if he really is telling the truth (which i'm unsure still...duh......i'm insecured), then hopefully he's not doing this because he wants me to stay...i don't like things to be temporary...

just want the truth...

disturnbed..idk...anymore. now i cant' sleep bc i don't know the whole facts......

eh