♥ Daily Blog: Adventure

"You know, if I leave and come to you, I have nothing to contribute. I am poor. I won't have any money. Nothing. I am weak," she said to him gently.

"You know, I don't need anything other than you. I'll take care of you. You don't need to worry about a house, money, or anything. I'll take care of you and love you. You don't need to work. You don't need to work anymore. You don't need to do anything for me. You just need to rest and enjoy the rest of your life with me. No more work for you whatsoever. No more," he replied.

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"If I come, will you pick me up at the airport?" she asked him in a joking manner.

"Waiting and picking you up...yes," he said slowly. "But I'm afraid."

"Oh?"

"Yes. I'm afraid that the moment I see you, I will have to hug you so tightly, and I won't be able to let you go. I won't be able to let you leave me again. I can't let you leave me. I'm afraid that it's going to be impossible to let you go this time."

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Today was quite fun. My schedule did not work out. However, it was quite an adventure. I got a new book :]

And he bought me a new bag...but then...I think he was just paying me back from the meal I bought -_-


Though yesterday was interesting. He told me to close my eyes and handed me a Forever 21 gift card. But I ended up disappointed today when I found out that he said the wrong price. Well...just a bit disappointed.

I'm getting fat. Ugh.

What to do...what to do...

So basically, I had an interesting good time with him at the mall today. I've always imagined a day to spend with a boyfriend at the mall. But eh...I guess today was sorta like a dream come true...sorta...

We rushed though. We needed more time.

We went to Barnes and Noble, then Sam Ash.

He wanted to go to the park, so I left Barnes and Noble early.

But...we didn't actually go to the park. Realizing that there was no time, I kept my face and tried to focus on my new novel. Little did I know, he stopped the car after awhile. When I looked up, we were somewhere near the pack and I was surprised. He actually knew what I was feeling and sacrificed something. Although...he sacrificed driving me home -_- Um...I went on the bus with a dress. Oh wells...I brought the bus pass just in case, and I was sooo right.

The best thing though...when he dropped me off, even when I was a bit disappointed, he still asked for a kiss and a hug. And then...before I got out, he looked into my eyes and said, "I love you."

For the first time since the "break," I could see the genuine meaning in those three words. I was a bit shocked since he actually said it initially...but I was more shocked when I could tell that he meant every word.

*sigh*

oh...yeah...

I might...have to move...to another state...and I have no choice.

~jen-jen