♥ Daily Blog: Coming

I didn't plan anything until there was fifteen minutes left in sixth period. I was just sitting there when all of a sudden, flashbacks came to me and I saw his tears and the suffering he went through during those super negative times. And seeing that, I realized that I don't blame him if he's unsure right now. He was hurt to the max way before I was hurt to the max. I hate hurting others' feelings.

Although no one has ever apologized to me face to face in a serious way before, that doesn't mean that I'll be like everyone else. I simply went over the things I would apologize, making sure that I won't leave anything out.

It's weird. All of a sudden in sixth period, I felt the need to apologize. I saw it. I saw another error.

I have no intention finding the other four things. My only focus is to find my old self and upgrade it. That is all. My dark side had taken over, and it's time for me to stand up and eliminate that dark side.

I've done all I can. My last attempt is not for him, but for me. If putting myself back together doesn't work, then I guess he just doesn't love me for who I am.

BUT my success for today was...my old self is coming back...I'm going to have to add my new good side to it...and also...I was able to apologize face to face without leaving anything I have planned to say out. ha!

That's my character. Take it or leave it.

Well, this time...my courage is being put to doing the right thing and NOT confessing my feelings.

From now on, I use my courage to do the right thing only.

haha I'm back lovess :]

alrighty. tons of project this week.