♥ Daily Blog: Kiss

I don't remember what a French kiss is.

Already, it feels as if he and I will not act as a couple if one day we do uh..get married.
That's what happens to every couple. Well, almost. But I don't want that. I want everyday...no matter how old we are...I want it to be like dating...fun..etc...loving..

Last chance ever. I'm about to subtract 0.2 away from the 1.0. Seriously, it's not going to be like dating later on. I hate it.

Tee (7:33:36 PM): well i cant resist u :P
Jen (7:34:27 PM): lol
Jen (7:34:28 PM): really
Tee (7:34:41 PM): yeah i just cant :o
Tee (7:35:35 PM): u are my weakness as well as my strength

can't resist eh? seems like he can resist me for one week already.

Tee (10:03:43 PM): haha i think me missing u is an emergency xDD
Tee (10:03:56 PM): i could die xDDD

really...seems like we were apart for seven days and he didn't die. guess he didn't miss me.
the weekend doesn't bother him anymore

Tee (9:26:59 PM): haha oh and btw
Tee (9:27:06 PM): change anything if u want xDD
Jen (9:27:41 PM): lol
Jen (9:27:45 PM): anything??
Tee (9:28:07 PM): haha if u want xD
Tee (9:29:05 PM): my account is in ur hands now

i wonder why he hesitates if i take over everything from him then. i knew it. he was pretending all along.

Tee (7:57:15 PM): well i wont let him or anyone get to me
Tee (7:57:18 PM): and i promise
Tee (7:57:37 PM): no one will separate me from u, unless its u but i doubt it
Tee (7:58:29 PM): just dont let it get to u, i love u and it will stay that way
Tee (7:58:42 PM): no words can separate u :]

yeah. promise. he doesn't even remember this probably.

Tee (7:21:27 PM): ure the prettiest, cutest, funniest, and bestest person i know xDDd

righttt

Tee (4:57:11 PM): haha my plan is to be with u forever :P
Tee (4:58:11 PM): hahah well i have a plan of how i want things to turn out xP
Tee (4:59:10 PM): hahah i want u to be the last person i love :p
Jen (4:59:28 PM): =]
Tee (5:00:30 PM): I can see u are faithful to me, so im 95% sure i will be with u long to seal the deal ;P

heh...w.e.

Tee (10:49:35 PM): i wont dissapoint u, ur my sweetheart :]
Jen(10:50:12 PM): haha
Jen (10:50:13 PM): okay
Tee (10:51:38 PM): if i do please tell me so i can fix it to be a better person for u xP
Tee (10:53:19 PM): plus i nvr want to lose u xP

really...

Tee (10:00:59 PM): having u is all i really want :]
Tee (10:02:31 PM): hahah i really love having
Tee (10:02:32 PM): u
Tee (10:03:17 PM): and ur all mine :P
Tee (10:04:04 PM): haha i just love saying that xP

ic..

Tee (7:50:12 PM): rawr i cant wait till tm xP
Jen (7:50:23 PM): haha
Jen (7:50:24 PM): why?
Tee (7:50:43 PM): cause i get to see u tm :]
Jen (7:50:52 PM): that's it?
Tee (7:53:48 PM): haha u expected more? xP
Tee (7:54:23 PM): then i get to hold u and kiss u <3
Jen (7:56:19 PM): noo i thought you'd look forward for something else
Jen (7:56:20 PM): other than me
Jen (7:56:22 PM): haha
Tee (7:56:39 PM): haha
Tee (7:56:48 PM): ur my sunrise and my sunset
Tee (7:57:47 PM): U are my sun babe xP
Tee (7:58:27 PM): i look forward to it coming, and miss it when it goes

rightt...

Tee (8:09:21 PM): haha, i promise ill protect u

actually....he hasn't..

Tee (3:25:51 PM): well i want another kiss soon xP
Tee (3:26:04 PM): u keep making me coming back for more :P


If only he means what he says and not just be a sweet talker...
Kisses don't seem important to him anymore...
They feel empty lately...I don't feel anything..
Everything we ever did...it was gone in a blink of an eye.
He always put me first.
Lately, all he thinks about is studying...before...he studies...but he does it with me.
His passion for me has died.

All I want to do is get out of this world. I am not loved. At least...I had a chance to love somebody...

Distance will grow. I know I'll die any day now...but...that day will come when my feelings cannot be suppressed any longer...