♥ Daily Blog: Why

Still letting go...

Must let go

Must not be tempted

Must let go

I go home nowadays and simply collapse. I don't understand. Why am I so tired?

I still eat...and I sit...so why am I still losing weight tremendously. It's as if I have a hole in my stomach and everything I eat does not contribute to my body.

But I still look fat o.o

I'm becoming nauseous every night..almost vomiting on that one night when I cried so hard.

Has this major depression affected me so deeply...that I can't escape? Then again...I can't escape. It's my buddy.

Heart problems...

Eh none of that matters.

~jen-jen