imaginaryfriend(9:26:20 PM) : think about ur tuan
imaginaryfriend (9:26:26 PM) : maybe hes not the perfect one
imaginaryfriend (9:26:32 PM) : but at least
imaginaryfriend (9:26:35 PM) : hes there 4 u
imaginaryfriend (9:26:38 PM) : when u need him
Jen-Jen (9:26:49 PM) : ..
imaginaryfriend (9:28:08 PM) : u know wat i mean?
Jen-Jen (9:28:18 PM) : i guess..
imaginaryfriend (9:28:39 PM) : we dont usually get wat we want
"It's there, but it's untouchable. That's worse than anything else."
imaginaryfriend (9:38:06 PM) : i am talking about him
imaginaryfriend (9:38:11 PM) : hes
imaginaryfriend (9:38:19 PM) : to please u
imaginaryfriend (9:38:28 PM) : i dont care if ur not plesae
imaginaryfriend (9:38:40 PM) : or appreciate anythign he did 4 u
imaginaryfriend (9:39:00 PM) : i am just seeing him trying to save the relationship as hard as he can
imaginaryfriend (9:39:12 PM) : even though he sees that ur letting go
imaginaryfriend (9:39:18 PM) : ok?
Jen-Jen (9:39:20 PM) : he does see that?
imaginaryfriend (9:39:25 PM) : yeah
imaginaryfriend (9:39:27 PM) : duh
imaginaryfriend (9:39:33 PM) : i think hes not that dense
Jen-Jen (9:39:33 PM) : how do u know?
imaginaryfriend (9:39:36 PM) : not to see
imaginaryfriend (9:39:44 PM) : cuz wat u told him
imaginaryfriend (9:40:00 PM) : was completely obvious
Jen-Jen (9:40:04 PM) : ..
Jen-Jen (9:40:08 PM) : but
imaginaryfriend (9:40:09 PM) : that u doubt he being the one
imaginaryfriend (9:40:12 PM) : he can TELL
imaginaryfriend (9:40:18 PM) : so
imaginaryfriend (9:40:19 PM) : now
imaginaryfriend (9:40:22 PM) : its up to u
imaginaryfriend (9:40:29 PM) : ok
Jen-Jen (9:40:33 PM) : but u were right once...i already had problems in my life
imaginaryfriend (9:40:33 PM) : thats wat i see ok?
Jen-Jen (9:40:37 PM) : he's a bonus proble
Jen-Jen (9:40:38 PM) : m
Jen-Jen (9:40:39 PM) : -_-
imaginaryfriend (9:40:45 PM) : see
imaginaryfriend (9:40:54 PM) : thats now looking at u
Jen-Jen (9:41:22 PM) : ...how about looking at both of he and me?
imaginaryfriend (9:43:50 PM) : well we did look at urs many times didnt we?
imaginaryfriend (9:43:55 PM) : i told u
imaginaryfriend (9:44:14 PM) : ok
imaginaryfriend (9:44:18 PM) : u chose to date him
imaginaryfriend (9:44:30 PM) : that also means u accepted the troubles
imaginaryfriend (9:44:43 PM) : and headaches relationship brings
Jen-Jen (9:44:46 PM) : ...
Jen-Jen (9:44:49 PM) : but
Jen-Jen (9:44:52 PM) : good relationships
imaginaryfriend (9:44:53 PM) : so now if u regret that
imaginaryfriend (9:44:55 PM) : then
Jen-Jen (9:44:55 PM) : don't have those
imaginaryfriend (9:45:01 PM) : i dont know wat else to say
imaginaryfriend (9:45:42 PM) : ok
imaginaryfriend (9:45:54 PM) : so u see ur relationship is not good right?
imaginaryfriend (9:46:07 PM) : let me ask u only one more thing
imaginaryfriend (9:46:25 PM) : will u be better off after u break up with him?
Jen-Jen (9:46:30 PM) : idk
Jen-Jen (9:46:32 PM) : i dk that
Jen-Jen (9:46:34 PM) : -_-
imaginaryfriend (9:46:34 PM) : NO IDK
Jen-Jen (9:46:38 PM) : i can't predict this
Jen-Jen(9:46:39 PM) : ...
imaginaryfriend (9:46:42 PM) : think about it
Jen-Jen (9:46:44 PM) : i am
Jen-Jen (9:46:46 PM) : sometimes
Jen-Jen (9:46:48 PM) : i feel like
imaginaryfriend (9:46:50 PM) : THIK HARDDDD
imaginaryfriend (9:47:30 PM) : ur half half
imaginaryfriend (9:47:34 PM) : ok
Jen-Jen (9:47:35 PM) : ..exactly!
imaginaryfriend (9:47:39 PM) : u must choose one side
Jen-Jen (9:47:43 PM) : it's like
Jen-Jen (9:47:45 PM) : i don't want him
Jen-Jen (9:47:49 PM) : but i can't live without him
Jen-Jen (9:47:52 PM) : bc
Jen-Jen (9:47:54 PM) : part ofme
Jen-Jen (9:47:55 PM) : wants him
Jen-Jen (9:47:58 PM) : part of me doesn't
Jen-Jen (9:47:59 PM) : -_-
imaginaryfriend (9:48:02 PM) : ok
imaginaryfriend (9:48:28 PM) : how long u can endure that " not wanting him though"?
Jen-Jen (9:48:47 PM) : idk
imaginaryfriend (9:48:48 PM) : which one is stronger?
the dislike or the like?
the dislike or the like?
Jen-Jen (9:48:52 PM) : ahh
Jen-Jen (9:48:53 PM) : well see
Jen-Jen (9:48:55 PM) : each week
Jen-Jen (9:48:59 PM) : we have problems
Jen-Jen (9:49:08 PM) : and he has so many flaws
imaginaryfriend (9:49:09 PM) : ok
Jen-Jen (9:49:09 PM) : i mean
Jen-Jen (9:49:10 PM) : everyone
Jen-Jen (9:49:12 PM) : has flaws
Jen-Jen (9:49:13 PM) : but
Jen-Jen (9:49:17 PM) : he has way too much
Jen-Jen (9:49:18 PM) : ...
imaginaryfriend (9:49:22 PM) : lol
imaginaryfriend (9:49:26 PM) : ur funny
imaginaryfriend (9:49:28 PM) : ok
imaginaryfriend (9:49:30 PM) : if u say that
imaginaryfriend (9:49:33 PM) : let me ask u
imaginaryfriend (9:49:43 PM) : can u accept all those flaws?
imaginaryfriend (9:49:51 PM) : like he can accept all urs?
Jen-Jen (9:49:54 PM) : i'm just afraid
Jen-Jen (9:50:00 PM) : that he may be like this now
Jen-Jen (9:50:02 PM) : but later on
Jen-Jen (9:50:06 PM) : it will be different
Jen-Jen (9:50:12 PM) : bc in relatoinships
Jen-Jen (9:50:14 PM) : most likely
Jen-Jen (9:50:16 PM) : everything
Jen-Jen (9:50:20 PM) : will seem compatible
Jen-Jen (9:50:23 PM) : but later on
Jen-Jen (9:50:27 PM) : differences will come
Jen-Jen (9:50:32 PM) : if they exist
imaginaryfriend (9:50:57 PM) : but u already saw that incompatibility
imaginaryfriend (9:50:59 PM) : NOW
Jen-Jen (9:51:13 PM) : ..
imaginaryfriend (9:51:15 PM) : so why bother to see later on?
Jen-Jen(9:51:23 PM) : true..
Jen-Jen (9:51:28 PM) : ..
Jen-Jen (9:51:30 PM) : he's weir
Jen-Jen (9:51:31 PM) : d
imaginaryfriend (9:51:33 PM) : ok
Jen-Jen (9:51:37 PM) : he doesn't think we're incompatible
imaginaryfriend (9:51:40 PM) : how about this
Jen-Jen (9:51:40 PM) : he started crying
Jen-Jen (9:51:42 PM) : when i said that
Jen-Jen (9:51:43 PM) : -_-
Jen-Jen (9:51:47 PM) : tbh
Jen-Jen (9:51:51 PM) : i had to be there for him
Jen-Jen (9:51:54 PM) : whenever he cried
Jen-Jen (9:51:57 PM) : whenever i cried
Jen-Jen (9:51:59 PM) : he cried
Jen-Jen(9:52:00 PM) : ..
Jen-Jen (9:52:09 PM) : and then i end up reassuring him
Jen-Jen (9:52:10 PM) : -_-
imaginaryfriend (9:53:15 PM) : well
imaginaryfriend (9:53:19 PM) : ur bf is whiny
imaginaryfriend(9:53:29 PM) : hes supposed to be the stronger one
imaginaryfriend (9:53:40 PM) : girls dont like it when guys show weakness
Jen-Jen (9:53:55 PM) : *sigh
Jen-Jen (9:53:57 PM) : we i like it
Jen-Jen (9:53:59 PM) : but like
Jen-Jen (9:54:02 PM) : not like that way
Jen-Jen (9:54:03 PM) : -_-
Jen-Jen (9:54:13 PM) : ..
imaginaryfriend (9:54:34 PM) : well
imaginaryfriend (9:54:43 PM) : in MY opinio
imaginaryfriend (9:54:53 PM) : U TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY
imaginaryfriend (9:55:00 PM) : SO NEGATIVE TOO
imaginaryfriend (9:55:07 PM) : ITS ALSO CUZ OF U
Jen-Jen (9:55:08 PM) : ..
Jen-Jen (9:55:12 PM) : me?
Jen-Jen (9:55:14 PM) : what did i do?
imaginaryfriend (9:55:15 PM) : YEAH
imaginaryfriend (9:55:21 PM) : U ALSO THE PROBLEM ON UR OWN
Jen-Jen (9:55:26 PM) : i know
Jen-Jen(9:55:27 PM) : but
Jen-Jen (9:55:29 PM) : what?
imaginaryfriend (9:56:06 PM) : u always look at the NEGATIVE
imaginaryfriend (9:56:11 PM) : seriously jen
imaginaryfriend (9:56:14 PM) : if iam ur bf
imaginaryfriend (9:56:27 PM) : hah! i will dump u
imaginaryfriend (9:56:30 PM) : ><
imaginaryfriend (9:56:31 PM) : no offense
imaginaryfriend (9:56:39 PM) : i cant live with some1
imaginaryfriend(9:57:01 PM) : who always see the bad side of sumthing all the time
imaginaryfriend (9:57:07 PM) : give it a break!!
imaginaryfriend (9:57:30 PM) : WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U COMPLEMENT HIM?
Jen-Jen (9:57:42 PM) : um
Jen-Jen (9:57:44 PM) : well
Jen-Jen (9:57:49 PM) : when he dresses nice
Jen-Jen (9:57:51 PM) : that's
Jen-Jen (9:57:53 PM) : a compliment
imaginaryfriend (9:57:54 PM) : WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U THINK HES BETTER THEN OTHER GUYS??
Jen-Jen (9:57:54 PM) : -_-
Jen-Jen (9:58:00 PM) : um..
Jen-Jen (9:58:02 PM) : true..
imaginaryfriend (9:58:48 PM) : eaxtly
imaginaryfriend (9:58:50 PM) : man
imaginaryfriend (9:58:55 PM) : if iam a guy
imaginaryfriend (9:59:00 PM) : i wont date u
imaginaryfriend (9:59:00 PM) : xD
imaginaryfriend (9:59:02 PM) : cuz
imaginaryfriend (9:59:17 PM) : u dont see the goodness in things
imaginaryfriend (9:59:27 PM) : so pessimissticc
imaginaryfriend (9:59:29 PM) : ><
imaginaryfriend (9:59:43 PM) : wats with all the tears?
imaginaryfriend(10:00:06 PM) : one word to describe u right now
imaginaryfriend (10:00:10 PM) : INSECURE
Jen-Jen (10:00:53 PM) : i am insecure
Jen-Jen (10:00:54 PM) : o.o
Jen-Jen (10:00:56 PM) : i know that
imaginaryfriend(10:01:02 PM) : duh
imaginaryfriend (10:01:07 PM) : see
imaginaryfriend (10:01:18 PM) : if u dont change how u see things
imaginaryfriend (10:01:32 PM) : u might get stuck like this for a while
Jen-Jen (10:01:46 PM) : ..
imaginaryfriend (10:01:59 PM) : k
imaginaryfriend (10:02:10 PM) : i will pray 4 u
Jen-Jen (10:03:05 PM) : o.o
Jen-Jen (10:03:09 PM) : um thanks.
