♥ Daily Blog: NM (Pt.3)

I knew this would happen.
My best friend was my best friend.
She has moved on..
I'm glad.

Why can't he make himself worth all this?
My close friend stopped talking to me.
L doesn't talk to me like before anymore.
And now I've lost a best friend.

Why can't he make himself worth all this?
If only he can replace all of them, then I wouldn't care.

Truly, no one knows me.
I noticed that I use reverse psychology a lot.

Even now, no matter how mad, depressed, or etc I am, I always look forward to what he has to say. No matter how angry or pissed I am, leaving me alone convinces me to distant myself.

I'm one of those odd people. Pushing someone away, yet always hoping that the person won't go.

It's stupid.

Done.

Let the ice form.

~jen-jen