Somewhere Along the Line...

Somewhere along the line, I just want to succeed.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to have a happy family.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to find true love.
Somewhere along the line, I just want a best friend in addition to God.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to know and play the piano well.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to learn how to play the guitar.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to put the songs that I wrote in my head out on paper.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to look like how I want myself to look like.
Somewhere along the line, I just want to know what it's like to have it all.
Somewhere along the line, I just want a taste of happiness...
On the opposite of the line...I just want to disappear, to have never been born, to not even exist in the first place.
No more criticisms.
No more pain.
No more love.
No more tears.
No more suffering.
No more misunderstanding.
No more, just no more.
I just want to sleep, an everlasting sleep
To not know what emotion is
I don't want to feel suffer...and to make things fair, I don't want to feel happiness either.

Emotionless.

Dead.

Most of all, to be free like the wind and go where I please. To flow, explore, with nothing against me.

~jen-jen