♥ Daily Blog: Opposing Emotions

Today was a stressful, dull, and a double fine day.

Somehow, I found my way through the tests.

No spanish test, no chem quiz, and stats hw wasn't collected.

This year's Valentine's Day (well 2.12.09) was different from the last.

What happened today was cute, but...certain things from last year were cute too.

Given this, but lose the other. Is it possible to have both...

I wonder why I find myself comparing, in which I shouldn't. Perhaps by starting off with receiving things that I've seen perfection and hard work in has led me to hope what can overcome those things.

I guess...I'm still comparing because I've put effort in everything I do...especially gifts for someone important to me. I never expected that such work can be returned to me by someone. He may have hurt me terribly, but I greatly appreciate the fact that he had used up all his time and effort to the point where perfection was reached. Sure, things could've been just "good", but no. Just like I (or me o.o), he strived for perfection, and I saw his passion for me back then. Eh...for a period of time?

But now I have someone whom I greatly adore. But...why oh why...just why...

eh..overall though, he's all I think about.

I was waiting at the bus stop today when I felt a sudden pain on my shoulder. I thought I had something stung to it. Sure enough, I found something stuck to that position through my jacket, but I couldn't make it out what that thing was. It looked soft to me o.o
My shoulder was red for a while at the spot where the thing pricked into. I came home and cleaned it with alcohol..but I felt no pain.

Right now...I feel kind of dizzy. I hope that thing isn't poisoness o.o
omgosh...what was that thing? I feel so bleh ever since then..

~jen-jen