♥ Daily Blog: That Same Path

Something that may seem irrevelent and in control may lead to something significant and in lack of control if it is overlooked.

I've seen it happened.

I've seen her suffered.

I, myself, have made up my mind to avoid finding a situation like that, no matter how "safe and secured" it appears. Yet, even when she told me to not be stupid as she had been, I find myself now walking the path that she had walked.

I wonder, if I am to someday suffer like her, why is that?

She was blinded by love. Am I blind right now too? She was unaware of his background and what he had preferred in his environment. I, on the other hand, am clearly aware. If she had made a mistake which cost her her happiness on love, I am indeed stupid if I will make that same mistake while I am actually conscious.

I don't quite understand. If the more I see reminds me of my father, I rather die single, unhappy alone, rather than to make her unhappy two times more...doubling her own suffering...

The goal for relationships is to be closer to God.

~jen-jen